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Pulaski Heights

a February snowstorm
suspends this wet, icy town,
these cold, wet, icy people
we are mothballed
there is a desire
a need
to dissapear in
an envelope.
i know
he’ll be there
we’ll be there
together again
forced to share
space, air, words.
we can work it out
this time.
i change my boots,
making footprints on the footpath
a temporal trail in the snow.
my car freezes abandoned
and i am chauffeured;
my voyage begins in a standard
with Michigan license plates.
people deteriorate to a hilltop house
pulling tug of war with the railroad.
i eat and drink and drink and eat
over and over and over and over,
sinking on emerald cushions
boozing through a card game that just
won’t end.
at 11 o’clock while Olympic hockey
pounds my eyes
someone decides to take a trip
and i have always been curious.
i ask him
Will you stay with me?
he oozes
but we each take a square.
it costs 8 dollars.
leaving the fortress of shingles and smoke
we are armed with tupperware toboggans
sending us flying into the abysmal night.
biting air begins to
set in
my bones
and I have to sit
my bones
I slide down
the wall
can’t breathe
it’s so hot
and loud
but i am alone
no one can see me
on the floor.
he becomes the night
after touching my cheek
he says
you know what you’re doing.
at dawn i don’t exist;
i am a ‘possum
in a bed of quicksand and kaleidoscope;
-shh be quiet-
i count the seconds
until the sun creeps back
into cerulean.
sock left foot, sock right foot
what are socks?
shivering frigid –
two scarves frame my head
i depart
walking pole
to slide and trip through
the melting winter sands.
the trek most likely
struggles 5 miles
in the blinding
crystal cold clear;
hearing everything
melting and
breathing and
i do the same.
in a couple hours
there are cars again.
white bleeds to grey.
i side-step sea glass
and look back
to see a bluebell.

Car poem

the stars shimmer,
to battle raging in their glow.
wooden arms litter
the ground
unable to bear
asphyxiation by frost
hugging limbs like
a constricting winter coat.
casualties of the duel
snap into their final repose,
decaying in each
melting moment.

Ars poeticae

(a reference book entry):
a paragraph
stories and songs,
bees, fish, cats
and a standard
with a broken clutch
a robin flies into
the glass window —
do you hear it?


Normanskill Road


rears its ugly again

just when you think you’re


it spreads its mouth

baring its venomous fangs

sinking them into the go.

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…And Then There’s The Girls Who Drink Whiskey

Defense against the dark arts – of not drinking

Latest creative blog post from my sister site.

Defense against the dark arts – of not drinking.

“Blue is the Warmest Color” – a contemporary bildungsroman

Film Reflection – A Contemporary Bildungsroman

A combination of summary and review, here are my musings on “Blue is the Warmest Color,” originally written for Stillpoint Literary Magazine. Be sure to check out the other writers’ pieces!


The latest post from my sister blog!

Normanskill Road

The gods convened, looking down at the swirling chaos before them.

A pair stood on opposite ends of an arena, armored in their fears both with deft minds and solid hearts.

One player, slightly smaller in stature but of equal intensity shouted to the other across the desolate plain.

“Come, inquisitive man. Explore the fair lands, the mountains and the seas, the beauty and the poverty. Let us conquer our fears.”

The man, strong-willed and resolute firmly stood his ground.

“No, dear friend. The hour does not bode well for adventures such as these. Neither of us has a home; how can we leave in search of something without a place to which to return? No, dear comrade. We must part ways for the present time. And perhaps if the gods will it, we will meet again on another field.”

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“Not That Kind of Girl”

Last night I finished Lena Dunham’s debut novel Not That Kind of Girl. Creator of the infamous HBO Girls, Dunham has become a well-known figure of pop-culture.

I have watched all three seasons of HBO’s GIRLS. I enjoy GIRLS for its frankness, a cross between Seinfeld and Sex and the City. A show about nothing and everything simultaneously, but a tad more relatable than either ’90s TV show.

But I have mixed feelings on Not That Kind of Girl. I pre-ordered the book before it was published. It arrived, sharp in its unread pages and virgin spine. The back of the cover jacket boasts “Advance praise for Not That Kind of Girl,” written by George Saunders, Miranda July, David Sedaris, Judy Blume and Carroll Dunham (Lena Dunham’s artist – father).

I don’t recall ever having read a book that advertised such praise before the book had been published. Admittedly, I am not as up to date with current writers, but it struck me as odd. Having her father as an “advanced praiser,” although he is a renowned artist, rubs me the wrong way.

The book is divided into five sections: “Love & Sex,” “Body,” “Friendship,” “Work,” and “Big Picture.” I read Dunham’s story feeling detached. I have had many similar experiences to her, as thousands of women surely have. But it seemed average and lackluster for all the praise it received. Maybe I need to look at differently.

That being said, it is a great achievement for a non-fiction work like hers to be published. Her life story. A story about an average young woman. The same story many of us women live but only few will hear. Finally the average woman receives recognition for her existence. It’s just a shame it had to happen through the popularity of an HBO TV show. I hope her book will open the door for other women writers to get their stories out. I don’t believe any one is better than the other for having more fame or money. At the end of the day you’re a woman or a man, or somewhere in between if you’re not either. But you all have the same experiences. Natalie Portman visits her grandmother as do I (they live in the same apartment building).

We all have stories to tell. Ms. Dunham’s story, for whatever reason, does not sit well with me.

I guess I’m just not that kind of girl.

“Escape from Microsoft Word”

On The Paris Reviews daily blog post, a blurb about word processors grabbed my attention. Here is last paragraph of the essay “Escape from Microsoft Word” by Edward Mendelson of the New York Review of Books.

“Intelligent writers can produce intelligent prose using almost any instrument, but the medium in which they write will always have some more or less subtle effect on their prose. Karl Popper famously denounced Platonic politics, and the resulting fantasies of a closed, unchanging society, in his book The Open Society and Its Enemies (1945). When I work in Word, for all its luxuriant menus and dazzling prowess, I can’t escape a faint sense of having entered a closed, rule-bound society. When I write in WordPerfect, with all its scruffy, low-tech simplicity, the world seems more open, a place where endings can’t be predicted, where freedom might be real.

Personally I prefer pen and paper. As I prefer reading books in print to reading online. Those physicalities are more visceral and real to me than the programmed response of a plastic key.

I love the ease of picking up a pen and furiously scribbling as quickly as I can while my thoughts are flowing. Typing doesn’t have the same effect. Seeing your handwriting alter in rhythm and consistency is irreplaceable.

Alas, Mendelson’s essay is on word processors, however.

I remember using WordPerfect on an obsolete Gateway 2000 computer. I remember being frustrated with it, but that’s all I remember. I have used Microsoft Word for many more years, I think with equal frustration. The notion that MS Word was created with Platonic ideals in mind  is fascinating. It would seem to explain larger problems users run into when working in more complex layouts. MS Word doesn’t lend itself to inspiring creativity or fostering it. It represents the idea of a document.

I’ve been frequenting the Mac application TextEdit for its simplicity and lack of restrictions. To me, TextEdit does not pose as a typewriter or a notepad. It just exists as a virtually infinite legal pad, will not count your words or divide them into pages. TextEdit almost … almost inspires creativity. More so than MS Word, which molds your writing to the idea of how it has been programmed to think a page with words should appear.

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